im gonna vent. i usually do this in my online diary, but im sick of that for the time being. anyway...you would think that after pouring out your heart and soul to a person that they would treat you with some respect. WRONG. i gave my life and affection to someone- and i have made the mistake of continously doing this. and right when i got to the point of being genuinely happy, my trust was betrayed not only by him, but by my best friend, who fucked me over-while fucking him. im sick and tired of getting hurt. what ever happened to good old fashioned love? people become so selfish that they forget about what really matters. someone once said, "all that is done in love, is done well." love is about NOT being selfish. you take on the responsiblity of caring for someone else. and you do it willingly. if theres a problem, you tell them. youre supposed to be able to trust those you really love. otherwise i dont think its real love, is it? society dictates love as being sex and lust. thats not what it is! sure, sex and sexual desires may come along with love, and thats normal. but thats not what it is. its just upsetting that people see it as that. ill get off my soap box now. paste